martedì 3 gennaio 2012

A little bit of snow, a little bit of sadness, a little bit of...

Nobody probably read my last post, but who cares. It's the third of January and a lot of things have changed. Ten days, just ten days...people's lives can change a lot in only ten hours, sometimes.

2012 arrived and I must admit that 2011 was not so bad. It actually was rather amazing.
First six months...puff. I studied too much, but it was worth all the while.
From September! Cooler than ever, I guess. Erasmus changed my life. I have been growing up since the beginning of my experience here in Lithuania and now nothing seems the same as before.

Nothing is the same as well. This post is dedicated to a person I loved. The same person who, now, is no more on this earth. I loved you and I still love you, S. (Just look at point 6, the most important one).

New year's resolution:

1. Study more than ever. I will try to get my degree by November. It will be so fucking hard I can't explain.
2.Being concrete. I need to come back to reality. Maybe. When I will come back to my hometown...I hope so.
3.Try to think less and act more. Actually, I'm more instinctive than ever at the moment. That's why I'd like to keep acting like this.
4.Visit at least 4 more European capital cities. I don't see the time to see more countries, I really need to do it. I hope to go somewhere as soon as possible.
5.Get more tattoos. My mom will be so happy! Tomorrow I'm gonna get my seventh one...I think I should stop for a little bit and then, perhaps, start again.
6.Remember. As I said before, nothing is the same. I cannot realize it, I cannot resign myself to this...but I should. Just read this to understand, it's really important. You should translate it, of course. I just want you to know.
7.Live my life as it should finish next December, as Maya predicted time ago. I don't really think we will die all on the 21st of December 2012...but who knows. Time is running out, or пора закруглятся!

I hope you had a nice Christmas and a wonderful New Year's eve...mine were more or less ok.
Actually Christmas was a little bit shitty 'cause the dorm was empty. Maybe it could have been better if I had stayed with my family, but it's ok. Then I went to Riga for almost three days and it was amazing!
New Year's eve was quite good. Not bad. At least there were some more people in Vilnius. But I felt quite bad anyway, I think that nobody could have helped me at all.

Now I'm really looking forward my future. My immediate one.


p.s. I don't know if I really want to come back home or not.

1 commenti:

Anonimo ha detto...

Wooow... Adriana you are amazing !!! I really love your blog !! What about "Visit at least 4 more European capital cities" you should come to Georgia..It's really beautiful and there is so fucking delicious FOOD !! : )))and please leave some empty space on your body for tattoo, because in my city is so cheap to do it : ))) Nuki ;)

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